Poetry, An Affinity with Sheep and other poems

The Gift

Pens and eyes to paper,

the class focussed,

except for one.

First he smelt it, warm, earthy, rancid. He heard

fox come from behind padding smoothly forward,

moving purposefully down the aisle between the desks.

No-one else seemed to notice. Was this his own thought-fox?

Then the rusty brown fur brushed his trouser leg.

The fox stopped and looked sideways at him

like a dog at Crufts, waiting for directions.

The boy looked round to catch someone’s eye.

Can’t you see him!” But they didn’t.

In a blink the fox had vanished.

His smell, gloss, his arrogant confidence

stayed like a gift – a secret gift.

The boy knew now that he could escape

this closed classroom, his noisy family tussles,

his mean, untidy bedroom. He would wait.

The fox and the dream would come again.

He was certain. He smiled, sat more upright.

“Pens down” said the teacher

who had seen nothing

and knew little.