Poetry, An Affinity with Sheep and other poems

Blue

The dress hung on the back

of the bedroom door,

catching the light, like a

butterfly’s wing, a shed skin.

She stood, bare-footed,

in her nightdress, looking at it,

remembering the parts of her body

that stretched the fabric

– the swell of her breasts,

– the curve of her hips.

She stroked herself, stood

taller, did a little sashay.

Blue suited her, matched her eyes:

people often said so. The dress held

certain memories. Though it looked

lifeless now, it could conjure up

that evening, and others, especially

when it caught shafts of sunrise.

He slept there in the double bed,

unaware she had stirred.

But then, it wasn’t his memory.

Though he’d been there it wasn’t 

him who’d pressed insistent hands

to her waist, made her breathless

on the dance floor and looked

down the top of her blue dress

as he’d whirled her round.

No, her man didn’t like to dance,

more’s the pity. At least the dress

didn’t tell tales, never spoke of a

time someone slid a hand up and

under or slipped the shoulders down

outside the dance hall. It was

her journal, this blue dress,

and like the furry bear she once had,

would keep its secrets.